That star in the night,
that wipes away my tears,
keeping me sitting,
broken on the stairs.
He tore my heart again,
and I'm so sick of living,
and I don't want it to mend.
I run up to my room,
as the walls cave in upon me,
my eyeliner dripping,
seeing the world so ugly.
I'm scratching the walls,
as the blood drips down
from my skinless hands,
and my parents depend on me,
with all their demands.
But they leave me,
they fly away,
they take me to this hospital,
and I won't be okay.
All these nurses, watching,
staring into my eyes,
and yet they don't hear me,
my calling cries.
I bite myself,
for I want to see him again,
and he leaves me in a hospital,
while I bite myself again.
Believe me when I tell you,
I need him in my life,
for without him,
I'm insane,
and thus I'll need my knife.
Sweat on my forehead,
can't hear a person speak,
for my eyes are shutting slowly,
with every blossomed shriek.
Give me that needle,
so that I can die away,
so that I don't have to live,
another dying day.
Saying good bye
to my parents,
watching them faintly cry,
my eyes are almost colorless,
as I look into the sky.
Can't mend again,
can't mend another thing,
and I remember when daddy,
use to push me on a swing.
But not I am forgotten,
but my love,
and my family,
I guess that means
I can leave,
I can finally fly free.
I wrote them a letter,
saying why,
and the darkness,
freezes my body,
in the warm July.
My arms are tied
behind my back,
they left me,
sitting in a chair,
all all alone,
unnoticed,
singing in a prayer.
But this is all just
a dream to me,
that maybe I'll awake,
maybe he wasn't worth it,
worth my heart ache.
I'm crying
broken on the stairs
once again,
diving into another sleep,
hoping I will stop my weep.
And I'm chained again,
all alone in the darkness,
discovering myself in scream,
as he walks closer to me,
that boy from my dreams...
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This is about a girl who cant wake up,
for if she does she will be reunited with a boy that broke her heart.
Ans so she sees him, and it drives her insane.
