Since i can remember ive been screwed up
i never knew it was abnormal
sounds wierd
but that was me
still is i suppose
but what do i do
especially to help myself
i cut
how pothetic and lame
but its the only way i live
near death experiences keep me alive
sounds funny
but it's really stupid
beating myself up
at the first sight of trouble
i need to fight my lifestyle
not myself
