So Much

I'm through,
I can't keep doing this.
I've got to get over you even though I love you,
You'll always be the one I miss.

I can't do it,
I can't keep crying.
I cant' hurt like this,
I can't keep dying.

I'll try my hardest to get over you,
I can't say for sure.
But I'll try,
To quit missing everything we were.

You were what kept me going,
In the middle of the night.
In the middle of my darkness,
You were my light.

Now I'm surrounded,
I'm searching through the darkness.
Maybe I missed something,
But I just make a bigger mess.

This sweet agony,
Is taking over my head.
Right when I think I'm going to make it,
It makes me wish I was dead.

You are so seductive,
You felt so securing.
You make me miss,
Every last thing.

I know you wont love me,
No matter what I do.
You broke my heart with that one alluring lie,
And all I can think is I meant it when I said I f*King loved you to...