My Future

Everyday i walk past you on the oval
i stare and i smile
i just wish you thought of me
even if it was a little while

your playing football
and messing around with your friends
sometimes i wish you would hold me
never let go and never let it end

i wish i could tell you exactly how i feel
i wish i cry in your arms and you would tell me everything was alright
i wish i would kiss you
and you would hold me throughout the night

i continue to fantasies
but then i snap back into reality
you walk away
i wish you could notice me

at night i cry alone in my bed
everything that i did i write in my diary
sometimes i wish the future
i could see

i think of you holding my hand
and saying "I Love You"
helping me fight my anger
my sadness and my blues

and then i see you
kneeling one leg
you ask me my hand in marriage
My heart is still beating from what you said

there i am standing in the isle
in my beautiful white wedding dress, this is my life
soon after this hour
i will be your wife!

and then another newsflash comes
and then I'm holding a baby
you are smiling with me
and everything has been so great lately

and then my children are growing
and i am getting older with you
and you are growing older with me
this has to be love, this has to be true

then my future disappears
and i am lying in my bed
i am thinking all the things that just happened
and all the things that you said

i sit down and i think
that the future i just saw
with me and u and our kids
is what i wish for

but i am back here
crying out all blues
because i want to say something
i want to say " I Love You"