Shaded and dark

Shaded and dark
this cold hard remark
sits still inside my mind
while i sit and waste this time

the precious time i so longed for
but i tend to ignore
i listened so patiently
as you lashed out against me

i waited so half heartedly
wanting to let go
but not so eager to do so
tears welled in my eyes

thats when i realized
i didnt need you
i never did
so holding my self

crouched in the corner
asking for some help
thinking why these words
hurt so much

cold and hurt
knees to my chest
tears staining my face
holding myself just in case

just in case i break
Shaded, dark
cold and hard
thinking of this remark!