Sitting here by myself
Wanting to end my life
You ended yours
Cause of are little fight
I cant let one day go by
Without thinking of how you died
These memories never fade
I didn't want to lie
Your suicide note says you loved me
But I wish you had said it before
Now I want to leave
I'm cutting so much more
My breathing is deep
I'm lying in my own blood
Those memories I keep
Have left me in my flood
It wasn't just this
Everything in this world makes more pain
My life had no more bliss
I lived and died in this suicide game
So as my last few heart beats come and go
Remember I loved you aswell
But my life was just so low
Away my life fell
** I wrote well I was thinking about my boyfriend. Who I have kinda stop loving in that way. I mean he is one of my best friends but he is always so depressed and he is always complain about his life. And mine is just as bad. He said if I broke up with him he would have nothing left. And he would kill himself. I couldn't handle the guilt of that and I know it would lead to my suicide. I don't know what to do??¿¿**