How do i lose my pain
how do i lose my sorrow
why do they always seem to fallow
deep inside they make me hallow
will i have this pain for years to come
then what will i become
now a monster to some
will i be sweet loving or fearsome
the grotesque horror of which i was made
when will my life begin to fade
when will i see the blood dripping to the floor
when will i need to close the door
to the real reality
so i can finally see
what lay deep inside of me
