Wishin & Dreamin

As the clock strikes 1
I realize everything that I have done,
I rewrote the past,
Wonder if it will last.
Will you ever think of me the way I do you?
Or will I keep living in what I wish could be true,
that everything would be the way it used to be.
Wish I could be like her to some degree
but what am i saying how can i be someone that I'm not
when your heart should be in a knot.
I don't see whats is so wrong with me,
but then again i guess there must be
For you used to love me the way I wanted you
Now after a year I know I love you too.
You don't seem to care though as it sure does seem
even though the past rewrites its scene.
As I think about hours ago lying in your arms.
I felt as if everything was the way it used to be.
like this whole world only consists of you and me
But what am I saying I'm just rambling on.
Hoping that after this my feelings will be gone.
But no matter how much I ramble
Or even how much I hope I'll scramble.
For I never seen the love in your eyes.
The kind of love that never dies.
Maybe I'm too young to know just exactly what it is.
Maybe this one is just a quiz.
God help me if it is because Ill never live through the real thing.
I'll never feel like I'm floating and sing.
Thats how they describe it and thats how i feel.
Maybe he doesn't feel it but it could be real.
For whats meant to be will always be.
I guess thats not going to be you and me.