I'm getting this love sick feeling,
but why I do not know,
this is just very confusing,
so my feelings I cannot show.
I hate to say I love you,
but I think my feelings are right,
yet I know that if I tell you,
they will vanish into the night.
And only will it hurt you,
and everyone else involved,
so maybe if I do not say a word,
my problem would then be solved.
But its so hard not to break down and tell you,
when its what everyone already expects,
but I know if and when I tell you,
things will just get more complex.
And the pressure will fall back on me,
just like it has before,
and all that stress I've dealt with once,
I'm not about to do it anymore.
So this puts me in a mess,
should I tell him or should I wait,
I have no clue what to do anymore,
with this burden this massive weight.
So I'll sit here with my pencil,
and let my inner feelings free,
knowing that when the morning comes,
no one will know but me.
