I lay on my bed,
After everything I’ve gone through
What you said, threw me off guard.
“I wish it was you.â€
This isn’t how it’s supposed to be.
You’re my mom, you’re supposed to love me.
Its been at least a month since I’ve been
back in this house, because this is where
My life was turned upside down.
All of the hits, screams and cries.
I don know why I trusted you, and this is
why im leaving tonight.
Far, far away in a better place,
you’ll never hear from me again, nor
see my face. In an hour or two, im getting
in my car, driving as far as I can before I begin
To break down. I’ve tried this time and time again
but the more that I try, the harder it is to begin .
We’ve been through this before, you hit me, I scream,
you hit me, you lie, I sit in my room with the door locked
And cry. You come down, knock on the door, tell me your
Sorry then call me a wh**e. Im sorry that I’m not what you
Want me to be, but all that I can be is the person I am which is me.
As I said before, this is the last time I’ll step foot on this floor.
I’m leaving tonight, never coming back, I’m closing the door.
**This hasn't happened to me but it happend to a friend.**
