A note for my dad

Dad why did you do it?
Why did you leave us high and dry?
Whey be such a hypocrite
When you told me never Lie

I hated you being here
Now I hate you even more
I didn't hear one sorry word
When you walked out that door

You saw the tears of anger
Streaming down my mothers face
How do you think she feels?
Being so easily replaced?

We used to be a family
But know the word is rarely said
How the hell do you sleep at night?
When you lay down upon your bed?

Dad you used to scare me
With all the things you used to say
And nothing could those harsh words
Ever go away

You would tell me I was stupid
And useless all the time
And I would never answer back
Or one foot over the line

Things are different know
I couldn't give a f**k what you do or say
Because nothing, I mean nothing
Can make your past fade away

You have it so easy
And do you think it's fair?
What your putting mum through
I don't even think you care

You've f**ked things up completely
And there is no second chance
We gave you a simple choice
And you chose not to dance

I really hope you happy
With all that you have done
We wouldn't want to interrupt
And spoil all your fun

Deep down I think
I still love you like a dad
But also inside I know
We lost all that we had

I am writing this poem
Especially for you
To tell you f**k off
Because I'll pull my own self through

We don't need your help
Your money or your time
Just get the hell out of our life
Without you we'll be fine

No more mental torment
No more bruises I'll need to hide
There is nothing more you can do
Put any of these things right

So please don't call us anymore
Or turn up at our home
Thanks for nothing by the way
We'll be fine all on our own