To my son whom i will bear

Selfish i may may be
for hoping not to be committed
but to my son whom i will bear
I'll give you all my love and care

nobody seems to understand
why I'm planning to be that way
but to my son whom i will bear
i swear to stay with you forever

you might ask this crazy mind
about those stupid lines
but my son whom i will bear
I've cried so many times

do you need to forgive me
for choosing to live that way
I've had enough of hurting
and I've lose my time for loving

but to my son whom i will bear
you don't have to regret
if you'll be coming to my life
it's because I've wish for it