To lose in the game we played

I'm trapped in this game
i have lose the trend
don't know how it started
but i have fallen first
the time had stopped my world
i was left hanging...
no cards to hold...
i can't play anymore
i forgot how to deal with the rules
you have seen me cry and fall
but you still turned your back
how can you go away
when the one who started this game
was the two of us
now I'm about to drawn myself
in this ocean of tears
i have fallen first
and it made me regret
the moment have to pass
when i pretend that I'm still alive!