Every time i ask myself
why I'm feeling this way
i can't never find the right answers
but those clues that are not clear
i heard you speak the words that hurt me
and even seen you go away
i have experienced your selfishness..
but still i am here to stay
I'm acting like a good friend
a friend who is always willing
to share your joy and ease your pains
but to myself,I'm not sure if I'm true and real
every time i see you happy
i feel it twice....
but those time you've fallen and lonely
i can't help but feel low and cry with you
do i have to put out this heart?
to see and and assess what i really have
I'm a great pretender right now
i know I've been loving you
but i won't admit it...
not ever...especially now!