Can anyone hear me
Or am i alone
Sitting in solitude
In the pitch dark
Not even shadows will come to a
place like this
Hello..is anyone there
No one will look at me
or listen to me
Why does it have to be me
Im loosing control
I cant even breathe
Thoughts streaming through my mind
Im about to get the knife
The pin falls in comple silence
and so do i
It crashes... i fall...to my last drop
i didnt over come my fears
Or chase my dreams
I sat in despare
Wishing for someone to rescue me
The long and painfull fight
Will always last
Why not just end it now
Tired of trying and failing
Tired of crying and not smiling
Tired of falling
For this time i cant get up
I carry burdens on my back
i want to let go
Let everything with meaning float away
Last time youll see a smile on this face
Im alone and i will be
Till my very last
drop...