I have been searching for the right words
To describe how you make me feel
All I know is when I see you
My blood boils and I don’t think I’m real
I can’t see clearly
Everything seems to turn blood red
I can’t stand the anger
I just wish one of us were dead
Your disregard of this is painful
To a point I really can’t stand
And yes I know I’m not respecting
Your every perverse demand
Guess what…
I DON’T EFFING CARE
But you don’t think I’ll take this any farther
You don’t think I’d ever even dare
Well your wrong my dearest
It’s like I told you before
One year, three months and ten more miserable days
Until I can let my own dreams soar
I’ve been counting down for years now
Are you surprised?
You know you shouldn’t be
Your actions are where these plans were derived
Wait I think the words are coming to me now…
Oh yeah…