My Guilt {edited}

Painfully wiping away my memories
With tissues drenched in tears
Smothering the trickling blood
While notes of music tickle my ears

Travelling deep within my mind
The sad notes falter and stick
Entangled in my spider's web of grief
And its needles continue to prick

Though my body lies an empty mess
Tears glazed over vacant eyes
These notes rage on within my mind
Tearing what was left of the disguise

The pain i feel will end
Though the pain of others will trade
The guilt i feel will everlast
Though the guilt of others will slowly fade...