Through life alone

Through life alone 8-12-05

I didn't know what i expected or what i needed
Through life alone, I couldn't believe it
that i would ever though of being so hurt
and didn't have the confidence or that comfort
alone in the dark and alone through life
and yet part of my world has collide
my thinking gets deeper then I'm losing control
that i feel like i should let everything go
holding on too long has cause so much pain
more of what i feel shouldn't be explain
alone my whole life, lonely in life
don't know what to do, don't know whats right
any thoughts, any regrets?
do i deserve to be punish for whatever i get?
am i hopeless, am i confused?
feels like all around meeh is being abused
by what i feel and what i touch
feels like i dont need much
should i go on or do i belong?
Cause i feel so weak living life this long
years has passed and I'm still going through this
that now i feel like I'm being careless
because there's no choice but to deal
because what I'm dealing is for real