One kiss as i fade away

She remembers the day so perfectly clear,as she looked into his eyes her heart fell weak.at that moment she knew it was destiny and that somehow they had to meet.so with all the courage she finally had,she wrote him a letter that sounded so sad.i know you have no idea who i am,but i have a feeling you should be holding my hand.ill wait everyday until you reply and ended the letter with a tear in her eye.so day after day she waited,until he finally wrote her back.so she hurried home to open it and read the heartbreaking words written so neat.I'm sorry but I'm not ready for a girlfriend yet but it would be nice if we could be friends.so with a tear rolling down her face.a smile quickly came if we become friends then he mite be mine someday,but years past by and still nothing changed.the best of friends until he feelings rearranged.she told him she didn't think she could live without him by her side,and told him once again the love that she felt how her feelings were growing stronger each and everyday.she leaned in to give him a kiss but somehow she had missed,maybe it was because he was holding her so tight whispering in her ear it was going to be alright,unfolding a secret that only few knew,she said how can this be cant you see I'm madly in love with you.so another year passed but now comes the complete change the man she loves is now engaged.they barely talk most less hang around.within a couple months her world crumbled to the ground.shes watching his life change while shes left all alone,walking around carring a smile that inside is a frown.she says to herself my whole world has changed the man of my dreams is now wearing someone else's ring.his loves name tattooed on his neck.what should i do i have nothing left.so she picks up the phone and dials the number real fast he answers the phone and says ill call you right back,before she could say a word he had already hung up,now theres a bottle in her hand filled with 58 pills one by one she swallows them with tears in her eyes.thinking the only man Ive ever loved will never be mine.now shes falling fast her breathing is getting real hard.she thinks to herself will he care when I'm gone.does he know all my pain,will we meet again in hell,all because you couldn't be mine I'm ending my life with this last goodbye.beside her layed a letter written perfectly neat.I'm sorry i did this,I'm sorry i had to go.my heart hurts so bad and its getting harder not to show,but with this one last request as you watch were my body lays please give me one kiss as i slowly fade away