I'm bleeding out all my sympathy
i slash myself with all my misery.
i watch drip ever so slow,
blood stains on the walls n floor
bloody hand prints in the bathtub.
a rusty razor sits at the bottom of the shower,
i wash away my senses,
clean myself of the experience.
but as much as i try to forget,
i will always have the everlasting scars,
the scars of hate, and joy, and love
always there to make me remember.
i remember the pain,
i remember the loss,
i will never forget the heartache and pain of life.
i wish i could leave,
pop a pill,
pierce the skin,
jab my chest,
puncture my cold heart.
i watch the crimson tear fall from my open wounds,
so much relief i cant shed a tear
i see your face,
the last vision ill ever see.
you look so beautiful,
as your smiling back at me!
