I'll paint a picture

I'll paint a picture,
deep within my heart.
I'll paint one for you,
about the way we fell apart.

I'll draw a picture,
deep within my wrists.
I'll draw one for you,
so as you can see my lists.

I'll paint a map,
deep in my room.
I'll paint one for you,
so as you can see through all this gloom.

I'll draw a map,
deep within this page.
I'll draw one for you,
just so you live through the age.

I'll drop a tear,
deep within my heart.
I'll drop one for you,
just so you see how it hurts to be apart.

I'll shed a tear,
deep within my wrists.
I'll shed one for you,
so as you see your the only one on my lists.

I'll grab a razor from the drawer,
I'll shove it deep within my vein.
I'll do it for you,
As you died for me no matter how much pain.

I want you to hold me one last time,
I don't wanna be sad.
I want you to hold me just like you used to,
I wanna sleep in your arms Dad!

I miss you so much!