Sad

As i sit here writing this down
as i sit here with heartache that drowns
as i watch that sad pitiful display how love can kill and also heal!!!
you killed the love had to give
you slaughtered every thought of happiness
you mangled and ripped every artery and vein
no i gasp for air and all i see is your beautiful face hovering over me!!
you left me there to be alone when all i needed was to see you gone
i learned that day not to ever be loved that way!!
so thank you for healing my naive mind