Nightmare

Sometimes it's hard
to feel the pain inside
sometimes it hurts
when there's no one to confide in
I wish you knew
that everywhere I turn
all I see is you
and I know
that my grief and
my heartache will never go

sometimes I wonder if I'm existing
I always seem to run around
just to see if a hearts beating
inside this blackened soul
there's an emptiness
that's starting to grow

now do you see
all the pain that you're causing me
now do you know
that the pain you caused
will never go

the life living nightmare
will never leave
and it's left so many scars on me
but it's OK now
because you aren't around
to tell me that life is just a dream

because life was never a dream
it has and always will be
a nightmare