Sitting here in fear

I'm sitting here today
Asking for all this pain to go away
Calling upon the one I love
to bring home to the place above
I wish I could erase all these years
That were filled with nothing but fears
As I wipe away each tear from my face
I wish I could leave this place
No doubts in mind that I was blind
Turning away from everyone one in sight
For fear they might hurt me
Or even worse desert me

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