All I Want

For once,
I don’t want to hide
Hide behind my fear,
Behind every thing I keep in side.

For once,
I want that smile to be real
I want to laugh without force,
I want my heart just to heal.

For once,
I don’t want to cry
I want to come home,
And my eyes still to be dry.

For once,
I want to be taken to the top
Taken to a high,
With out once being pushed off.

For once,
I don’t want to fall when I hear his name
For once,
I don’t want to put me in blame.

For once,
I don’t want a sleeve to cover up my pain,
I don’t want a knife to be
the one who brings me shame,

For once,
I don’t want to feel empty,
I want to feel alive,
All I want is to be happy.