Running around with guilt

It started off sweet and turned out sour,
all those minutes all those hours,
i spent with you,
now it seems like it was the wrong thing to do,

i meant every word,
i showed that i cared,
and every time i swore,
that id be there,
i never showed up,

i couldn't leave you,
it was the hardest thing Ive ever had to do,
but i had to,
i couldn't keep on doing what id do,

I'm not saying i never loved you,
I'm not saying i never cared,
I'm just saying it was complicated to be true,
when i could never be there,

running around with guilt,
couldn't be as scary as the way i felt,
I'm sorry i couldn't love you,
I'm sorry it never worked out between me and you,