My sorrows

Drowning in my sorrows
sorrows about you and me and how you left me all alone
without one tear that shed from your eye
was it that easy?
to turn your back and walk away, without even a sideways glance back? never to care what will happen to me?
do you know what became of me?, after you took my heart and shred it to pieces then as if that wasn't enough ran it over with your beautiful mustang?
i could not walk around my own house and not remember you
i could not look at other guys and not visualize you or compare them to you in every way
i could not stop crying over you
constantly think about you, who hes with? whats he doing? where is he? driving myself insane over you
then one day 2 1/2 months later i woke up from that nightmare
and realized what a fool i was to stay wrapped up in your lies and your bull s h i t for so long
i was a fool to waste my time ,to waste my tears, my words an more of all, my heart on you
its funny, i use to sit here and wonder, what if he comes back? i would take him back in a minute with open arms an a big smile, that is what i would tell myself
not anymore though, I'm better off without you, I'm fine with out you.
use to sit here an say what did i do wrong? nothing. i did absolutely nothing wrong, i gave him my all, my everything HE threw it away and ruined everything
not me
so now as i sit here i laugh at myself, at my stupidity and my mistakes
but you,
i pity you
you are the one missing out on the best thing that could have happened to you in your life
but babe, my pity even comes to an end wit you
so long my friend
~GOODBYE~