Nothing left to say

You used to say you love me
you used to say you care
but when my heart is bleeding
you aren't ever there

why tell me those things
if it's not really true
why do I deserve this?
all I did was love you

now I'm here all alone
in this empty house
it's too quiet here
no sounds; not even a mouse

I don't understand
why I have this pain
and I don't see anything
all I see is my shame

in your eyes I can tell
you don't want me
I can tell by the way you talk
I'm not what you want me to be

all I want to say
is I'm sorry I am this way
I love you so much
but it's never enough

I want you to love me
I need you by my side
your supposed to be a man
not a boy who runs and hides

your my dad
your supposed to care
your all I have
but you've never been here

what do I have to do
to make you see
this is who am
it's all I'll ever be

I know you hate me
I hear what you say
just don't pretend anymore
I have nothing left to say