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Here i am, on the keyboard,
in the night, lost and bored
Typing to you, about my life,
wasting it all, forgetting the knife
I could be here, i could be there,
but here is the picture, it's solemn and square
You've been my guidance, my simple release,
For that I thank you, you needn't no please
My entire existence, is mainly forgotten,
high blasting music, this black soul is rotten
Triumph the angst, ridden the pain,
Don't let me go back there, when all was insane
The crying the shaking, the wishing the thinking,
all this for death, my mind was sinking
Spinning and twirling, the suicide of another,
my last breath was magical, and then a loud holler
Stab through the scar, scream through the noise,
this is my ending, It all was my choice
But here I am, again and once more,
Waiting patiently, for this mindset to soar...

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