I hurt deep down inside,
because of you, i try to abide,
by the rules of the game,
but i cant help but feel the same,
i still cry almost every night,
the pain hurts worst than the bite,
the thoughts of you creep up in my head,
they don't leave until i lay down to bed,
then u join me in my dreams,
i still cry streams,
you seem so close to her,
our memories are now a blur,
oh, how i miss you so,
you really don't even know,
how much i do truly care,
as i reminisce about our past,
how i wish our love could have last,
i remember the day it came to an end,
and how i tried to hide, and pretend,
the way i felt was so bad,
its amazing how u make me so sad,
i cant believe you saw me cry,
you weren't there when the tears had to dry,
i can barely smile a true smile,
sometimes your number i even dial,
sad enough i cant call,
even if my picture is on your wall,
it doesn't mean you truly care,
it doesn't stop me heart to tear,
i wish you could just appreciate,
how i feel but you are way too late,