Stop

Let my life rot away in hell,
It is not worth living for,
My life needs to be taken,
Before I do something I regret,
Nobody cares,
And that is the worse it is gonna get.

I have not had one day,
Were I have been happy,
Were I have enjoyed life,
And I still await that day,
That everything will be OK,
And it will go my way.

But as I seriously think to myself,
There is no meaning to life,
All it is, is a big joke,
A huge fake waste of time,
A lot may happen,
A lot remains on my mind.

I have enjoyed times in my life,
When I first started using the knife,
It was the best feeling I have gotten,
In my 14 years of life,
But it just got addictive,
And everyday I would use the knife.

I did not know it would hurt so many people,
Cos I thought they did not care,
But they still do not care,
They are all acting fake,
I wish it would all stop,
Stop it all for f u c k sake.