Emotions build up inside
Not wanting to share them with anyone
Feelings of doubt and concern fills me up
Afraid of losing someone I love and truly want to spend the rest of my life with.
Want to hold on tighter but deep inside I know I need to let YOU go.
Memories of all the late phone calls make me want to hold YOU closer to my heart.
The more I think of all the talks YOU shared with me about dating other people brings tears to my eyes
YOU left clues all over the place about not wanting to be with me
I never saw them till now.
Every time YOU asked if i would care if YOU dated around while we were "in love" of course I said I don't care, but deep inside I was breaking because YOU asked.
That was the biggest clue YOU left for me.
YOU spelled it out for me but I refused to see it.
The more I think about it I see I was only something you could play mind games with.
I was blinded by my love for YOU, but now I see everything YOU are doing
These emotions are to much I'm about to break
Everything I've said is true, maybe your not wanting to be honest with yourself, but YOU need to be.
