Life is overated

I hate my life today
there are only three words I wished someone would say
these words are never heard
so I run till this life is blurred

NO one understands
How much I hate it here
No one seems to get it
why I cry so many tears

Now ill go to my room and cry
and once again feel an urge to die
I hate this life
Maybe I should end it with a Knife

Why the hell does it always have to be me
I've been raped, and screamed at
I'm persecuted and laughed at
so why does no one see that!

I hate myself and what I've become
all I want is an everlasting love

I can't bear this anymore
What's so important about me I have nothing in store

yes It's another depressing poem
But you shouldn't underestimate, Cause all the time I'm so alone

my family doesn't know all this emptiness I feel
I don't know how to cope, I need to find a shield