The last goodbye...

I crawl into bed,
My arms losing strength,
Watching my tunnel,
Losing It's length,

My death is nearing,
The time I chose,
My body is empty,
Every worry just goes,

It's all over,
No more need to hide,
So much joy came from,
My bloody instrument I lay beside,

Some see no point,
In taking it all,
But they have no idea what it's like,
To fell this small,

I am invisible,
A mere pupil at most,
My name is my refuge,
My body an empty ghost,

So I carve at my arm,
Editing my design,
Leaving personal marks,
Something to call mine,

So I draw my last line,
And finish my last scene,
The perfect person,
Everything I could have been,

Blood gushes out,
Red tears I cry,
I rest my head down,
And mutter my last goodbye...