As you read this letter

If you are reading this letter,
its already to late,
I'm sorry i wrote this
but this was the date

three years have passed,
since i first o/d
you came in my room,
and saw my pain

you saw the empty bottle,
and the look on my face
you knew i couldn't take life no more,
but you still fought to keep me alive

I'm so many ways i hate you for that
but you made me see this is right
i have to end it now
before i hurt some one else

death and destruction IS MY LIFE
and you know that as well as me
i can only cause pain and sorrow
i do not deserve to see tomorrow

as you are reading this letter
I'm slowly bleeding to death
but this time you'll never find me
you'll never have to see the pain in my eyes

i promised id never do it to you again
but my life is not worth living
as i slowly fade away
your in my every though

you can fight for your tomorrow
don't let my heart breaking
be the cause of all your sorrow