He doesn't know how he makes me feel inside,
Like someone new,
I wait endlessly by the phone waiting for his call,
The one that never comes,
Wanting him to just say "I'm coming over",
He never does anymore,
He always says he wants to see me,
But never follows through,
To him I am just another girl,
To me he is the world,
I want him to feel like he claims he once felt,
I feel like I am only here at his convenience,
There are times when he does want me,
And when he wants another
I am the girl in the corner watching him as he kisses someone else,
Encouraging it,
Acting as it is fine and it doesn't bother me,
When it does,
Never could I tell him this,
He'd think I was foolish and immature,
I usually don't have emotional feelings for those who don't have feelings for me,
But he is different,
Will he ever feel same is what i think before I fall asleep,
Maybe one day...
