My Sad Story

How do I explain the tremendous amount of pain you've caused right in my heart?
Everyone wants to listen to my sad story
But it's so long- you tell me- where do I start?

Lonely nights that were filled with dark fears...
Or should I start my story by telling them about the ocean I filled with my tears?

Waiting for your phone call for the whole day
Or may be I should tell them about how I tried to change myself and do things your way?

You were no where near me
But still, In every crowd I searched for your face.
Later, I closed my eyes, so that my tears won't leave a trace.

I don't know if I'm right or wrong
I don't know if I should be weak or strong.

All I know is that my life is an example of a sad story
A story which has no romance, no love and no glory.

How do I explain the tremendous amount of pain you've caused right in my heart?
Everyone wants to listen to my sad story
But it's so long- you tell me-
Where do I start?