Rumbling like an earthquake, I try to ignore the noise my stomach's making. I haven't eaten in days. I feel so empty and my body's already started shaking. Lying to my parents is something I usually don't do. I didn't want them to worry, but in this case I felt I had to. I don't need help, I know I'm fine. There's nothing anyone could say to make me change my mind. Either way it's not their body, it's mine!I never use to care what people thought till I found the real reason my boyfriend dumped me. He said I wasn't beautiful, and now I'm beginning to see. He made me cry and he broke my heart. I felt so abandon, like my world just fell apart. I'm tired of looking in the mirror and seeing a cow. So I'm gonna change my life, and I'm gonna change it now! Next time he sees me he'll be sorry he left me. He doesn't think I could be pretty but he will when I go from a size fifteen, to a size three.
