This madness and confusion I normally thrive off of. It is the norm. For me. I have learned to adapt and enjoy it.
Now That I have you, I have a twinkle in my eye, a smile on my normally blank face. Happy thoughts constantly play through my head now. I usually have thoughts of letting go and then the end.
Many- Many times I have refered to the Razor Blade Love Letter and also the 9mm Love letter, but this one is the honest and true Love letter. All the other thoughts are now gone completely washed away from my brain.
No one has ever been capable of getting inside my heart and altering my emotions but you walk gracefully in and take me over, I willingly accept. This has been the best thing that has ever happened in my life, the only thing that I could ever ask for.
You are the only one I truly loved and honestly cared for. You say you will never leave me, I Hope and Pray that this is true. It gives me the fuel to keep going. I will sacrifice anything and everything to keep you in my life.
You go to hold my hand but instead I am holding the whole world in the palm of my hand. I can never wish for anything else.
I truly love you.... Forever.
No one has ever been capable of filling this void inside that I can hide.
I now have an Angel and a reason.
