Stages we go through in life, change the person we thought we knew, behind the smiles, behind those eyes, is someone strong enough to fight.
Feeling upset and alone all the time, suppressed by my childish dreams, tormented by feeling kept inside, I feel like I’m dead within. Crying out for deliverance, but I know no one can hear me, I’m trapped inside the bubble I live, oh holy father clear me of these sins. Still defeated what I feared most, I dream of suicidal despair, an outbreak of the pain I hold, seem to far to think about. Can’t heal the crimson wounds, that were to only scare my fears, can’t stop the rampant tears, that were about when I scream and shout. All my dreams I have forsaken, upon my end shall I begin, within my feelings I am raptured, but there’s no sign of the white light. To emerge into a pool of sins, does not seem to be so difficult, but to pull yourself out, does seem to be life’s fight.
Stages we go through in life, change the person we thought we knew, behind the smiles, behind those eyes, is someone strong enough to fight.
All the kids at school, would call me names, tormented defeated daily, I can never seem to win. The call me a fool, because I play by the rules, they call me a fag, because I let myself in. They do not seem jealous, suppressed by there second thoughts, so they decide to beat me, until I’m put into eternal rest. Everyday I dread going to class, because I know I’m going to go home crying, all mommy can say to me is, “I know you are the bestâ€. I have had enough of everyone, I just wish they would die, I hate each and every person, cos no one wanted me as a friend. I need to return to salvation, have nobody around me, all I wanted is to be alone, alone I was until the end.
Stages we go through in life, change the person we thought we knew, behind the smiles, behind those eyes, is someone strong enough to fight.
I thought my life was going good, feeling free feeling happy, I had made a few friends, and I could not let them go. Every little thing that they did, I would worry for their life, but they did not include me, because I was beyond below. All they did was hurt my feelings, they built onto the pain I already had, although they were still there, I felt alone all along. My feelings were ripped from my mind, I could not handle the rampant chaos, I could not find away express myself, so I started writing this song. I’m deceiving by you, and I thought you were my best friend, loyalty and respect was a given, but my trust you had to earn. I opened and let you in, you torn my heart out, all I can do is swallow in my scream, and let my body burn.
Stages we go through in life, change the person we thought we knew, behind the smiles, behind those eyes, is someone strong enough to fight.
Praying for the crimson wounds to heal, or to answer my black despondency, life I as I thought I knew it, was no longer true. The truth drives me insane, laying in fear as I wait for my demise, of the life that was, I no longer knew. Deteriorating as I go under, to drown in my blood and tears, I no longer feel happy, all I feel is misery. My life never was and never will be, so to take it would not mean anything, as I finish this song, there’s nothing left of me.
