Like the rain falling from the stars
drenching my pains into un-ending puddles of filth
here come your lies again
casting a shadow around me
lost within your "i love yous" and fake apologies
i don't know where to turn from here
should i stay or should i go?
you won't answer my agonizing questions
gnawing at my bleeding mind day after day
Where are you when i need you the most?
when i need a trusting man standing before me
you are nowhere to be found by me
only by her....
you treat her like she is a queen
and me as if i was a merchant
you pamper her and give her all the love she desires and needs
and leave me here begging for you down on my knees
you leave me behind in the dust
with the reminder on my lips
in my mind
in our pictures
and for what?
only for her.....
Will you remember me if i left?
or would you forget within the hour of my departure?
i need you baby and you just don't understand
i gave you everything...and for nothing in return
here i lay on my floor bleeding for you
my tears falling into the crimson puddle laying around me
but unlike you,
i will leave an explanation
answer all of your unanswered questions
so what do you need to know?
i did it because of you
i did it in spite of you
but for the most part,
i did it for her....
