I grew up thinking that we were inseparable
funny huh
we always made each other laugh
i have not laughed in months
you told me when we were younger that you did not want anything to go wrong in the future
if only i knew what was gonna be ahead i could have gotten out sooner
how could you be so cruel
i am almost 18 and your only 16 with a job a car and new friends
but you lied to me every time i would call you
yeah i would be hurt if you told the truth
but damn not as much as now
when i read your letter
my heart sank to the floor
i still cant pick it back up
my tears are out of hurt
i cant feel myself breath anymore
i want to just lay in bed
doze off
and never come back
but i know i am better than that
i have a reason
i just have not found it yet
i will get over it in time
but my heart will never be the same
just go on one day at a time
thats what everyone says
but every night before i go to bed
i wish tomorrow will never come
i cant believe you
i thought you were different
but you are just like those in the past
who have hurt me the same
and you know what how dare you call yourself my friend
