I love my broken nose!

I broke my nose yesterday
It was no mistake
I did it on purpose
Hurt myself for my own sake

I pretended to be sad
Because of the pain
They didn't know
From it things I would gain

In my room I 'cried'
But I smiled because I was hurt
I got what someone deserves
When they are as dirty as dirt

No it didn't kill me
But it hurt almost like my heart
And pain is what I deserve
Like a painter doing art

Ooh I know that it's gross
But I deserve all this pain
Or to be miserable doing it
Cuz there's nothing for me to gain