I'm So Lonely

I’m So Lonely

I get so worked up
Just to be pushed back down,
I start to smile
But I end up with a frown

I take my life
And smash it to bits
I only know sadness
And somehow it fits

I’m so lonely
In this life I live
I have nobody
With love to give

I’m sick of wishing
That someday it will change
That I will be happy
And life won’t seem strange

I know I’m falling
When I’m trying to fly
I know I’m living
When all I want is to die

I’m so afraid
That life will break me
And I’m hoping
That death will take me

I want it to change
I’m so sick of being lonely
And the one who cares
Is me only.

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im going through a rough patch at the moment, and i am feeling very lonely
please comment and / or vote it would mean the world to me