Standing in an empty room,
Nothing but a dark cloud looms,
Trying to harden my heart, but I still break down a cry,
Trying to be strong I wipe the tears from my eyes,
Collapsing in the corner, in the shadows,
Wanting to tell what no one else knows,
I can feel my insides being torn in two,
Slowly changing from red to blue,
My body has gone weak, I can no longer hold my head high,
My stiff upper lip left with the goodbye,
Looking back on the past and thinking what will be,
I'm dieing from the pain of losing my family,
Anger fills the air and suffocates me,
As I stand alone I dream,
Of someone special on whom I can rely,
My dream person is my amazing guy,
I need someone to hold me tonight,
To whisper softly "everything will be alright"
My home is no longer safe,
What is suppose to be is no longer the case,
Everything is falling apart and the one person I need is nowhere to be seen,
Unable to reach me, I can only dream,
Asleep in my bed is the only safe place,
The arms I need I can't feel their embrace,
So I close my eyes and try to float away,
But as I wake nothing has changed,
My room is still empty and I'm still alone,
I'm still lost, without a home,
MY family is still broken and I'm still dead inside,
I'm still scared with no safe place to hide.
