I hate the tears i cry because they remind me of all my sadness and pain.
I liked the times when i cried because you where there bringing me joy from all this pain.
I hate it that the blade cut away my sadness and pain.
But i liked it that you where there helping my through my anger and shame.
You helped me and you healed me. But now i feel nothing, because i gave you all i had and you took it away when you said good bye.
So now i lay in bed and stare out the window at the sky whishing, hoping, praying about this one guy.
