I have to leave

I love him
but i don't want to be with him

He does all these little things
but he doesn't realize how much pain it brings

When he's with his friends
he tries to act hard

but when he's not with them
he's that sweet little boy

i feel like for him i have to fight
and when I'm done it doesn't even feel right

i don't know if this is how love is
but if it is i don't want it anymore

i have to beg him to show his love for me
and he still doesn't see

i hope he finally realizes what he's putting me through
because if he doesn't we are through

i know he has feelings for me
but i can't take it i just have to leave