130

130 pills exact
counted each one and put them back
I kept them tucked in hidden drawer
knowing someday id need them and more

130 thoughts of dead
that seem to stay
wont leave my head
130 pills swallowed and choked
giving up a life that was nothing but jokes
the bottle reads of killing pain
so the way I see it
I've only to gain

130 seconds away
counting each breath
in shallow pray

130 slower than time
and still feeling pain
knowing your not mine

130 reasons to go
but any to stay
I just don’t know

130 sorrys to you
that I broke a promise
I said id keep true

130 faster in mind
and 130 memories
laying to find

130 more I love yous are true
but I couldn't sit and wait for you

130 seconds to late
I know you hate to see it
but this is now my fate

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please rate and comment i wrote this a while ago sorry i haven't posted anything recently