Everyone has a life story to tell.
So why don't you listen, instead of judging an animal by it's tail.
If you was to actually know me.
On the outside you would see that i am shy.
Not talkative at first.
I get mistreated alot and i cry.
I think my life is cursed.
I'm out there trying to earn some money.
I got a job at the marriott, in which i love alot.
I wish i had a woman to call me honey.
But i guess i don't have a shot.
My self esteem is low, making me have no motivation.
I'm killing myself inside with all the pain i boggle up and frustration.
I believe that you have to be married, to have sex.
That is a bible text.
Or maybe that's just the christian life.
Sex is not love, it's about sharing the life of happiness with your wife.
I'm so confused, i don't know what's right and wrong.
I feel better when i'm drinking and listening to a rap song.
But i know drinking is bad for your health.
I feel crashed like stealth.
I got this pain in my stomach.
It's been going on for along time, and i went to the doctors but they don't help the ache.
It's not good for a guy 24 years old to be in such bad of shape.
Some days i feel weak other days i'm strong as an ape.
Most of my issues is from heart break.
Back in 2003, my ex girlfriend told me to jump in a lake.
It wasn't in those words, but she said we had no chemistry together.
I didn't even know what chemistry was i thought it had something to do with the weather.
Now i know, and i feel like we had it all.
When i was with her i felt so tall.
Tall enough to move a mountain, if she wanted me to move it cause it was in her way.
Now she left me with no confidence, no pride, no motivation, bunch of pain, a truthfull heart, and she tore my world all apart.
