Because you don't see me cry

I lost all hope when i lost you, and now theres nothing i can do
sitting on my bed alone
lost all reason
to go on alone

i know its been a good 2 months
but all i do is think about you
i've tried to forget
and i've tried to move on
but love is undeniable
and i can't deny you

i havent seen you for so long it hurts
but i cant forget your smile
or the the way you said i love you,
the way you held me close
or the way we felt

i can't go on writing sad words about you
you used to be so much more then feelings on a piece of paper
but i can't get close
to matter how hard i try
it seems you push me away
because you don't see me cry